i'm supposed to be studying

but i cant even process anything right now...

on another note, i'm horribly in love with my boyfriend and just when i think we're going into the shithole he just does something that makes me realize i'm horribly in love with him.

SHOPPING > SCHOOL

I should really stop shopping instead of going to school.. but i'm kind of addicted. i mean, its great. but its taking over my life... hahaha.. like UGH ok, lets get into my long list of "what i've bought in the past two weeks"

PURCHASE LIST:
- ebay "japanese inspired" denim jacket came in
- givenchy lipstick
- hour glass liquid eyeliner
- kat von d tattoo liner
- hard candy primer
- kat von d makeup palette x3
- benefit colarista
- fresh sugar lip treatment
- fresh sugar lip exfoliater
- nail polish x7
- witch hazel
- rubbing alcohol
- pore strips
- necklaces
- ear rings

OMG i cant keep going on with this list.. and i also must stop shopping or death will consume me because i will fail school. also, gta get back into my gym routine, this is gonna kill me if i get super fat again. i hate being fat. its so unsatisfying no matter how much yummy om nom nummy food i get to eat. i'm going to start picture documenting all my purchases.. this will be fun.

i love my bestfriend

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

SHOPPING SHOPPING..

ok lets recap the last few DAYS:

- 32 makeup brush set
- shu uemera eyelash curler
- denim jacket
- fidelity jeans
- paperdoll top
- derma toner
- mac concealer
- invisible ink pen
- keyholder
- two pairs of prescription glasses
- high waisted shorts from mad about style
- maxi dress
- cardigan


WHY CAN'T I STOP?!?!?!?!?!?

OK, life goes on.

Life goes on after school, life goes on after you and your boyfriend fight, life goes on if you dont quite get 100% on the test. Life will not go on if you keep buying random shiiiit from ebay. OMG i have to stop online shopping. it really is becoming the death of me.. i'm going to be broke, kicked out of the house.. omg. me and aiden will have no where to eat, no where to sleep.. no where to go *dies..

omg so i'm soo over my little "whatever" in my last post. people are just the way they are and its none of my business of that's who they want to be. i may not be a fan, but fuck.. life goes on. i wish i knew how to design this so this looked all fancy and shit. anyways.. back to stats homework!

BECAUSE YOU'RE SO FAKE THERE'S BOTOX COMING OUT OF YOUR PORES

I'm so sick of girls right now. they're just cramping my life. people dont ever stay the same, people always come and go and change, but over time you've changed to be one of those girls we always said we would never be.

sidebar, bitches suck. you're so cliche and people dont like talking to you when you wanna be all short and bitchy. *bbm talk to the hand face*

Venti Iced Caramel Machiatto extra Shot

i hate school. its ruining my life. well no not really, i think in retrospect its a good thing, but right now i'm so frustrated. i had finals three weeks ago and i wrote exams in a two week time period. Then i started my new term after the weekend following my last exam. then i had three quizes to write along with 3 online labs the second week of school, and now i have 3 more labs to do and i've had a quiz to write everyday since money. fml. i hate school. i'm drinking coffee late @ night so i can study and i cant even stay up, i'm just getting headaches. i'm on my rag and i'm bitchy. i accept my fate right now, but seriously!! school, cut me some slack pls? oh, ps, btw.. nothing less than a 95% on all my quizes/assignments.. *knock on wood* that it stays that way.. and my B that i got in econ got promoted to an A+!! yayyy meeeee.. !!! aaaaaand, i finally got into that class i really wanted to take because it was full.. ok, so maybe school doesnt really suck so much because its giving me what i want and i'm working hard for it. but really, cut me some slack.. its summer, and i should be studying for that test i have tmrw, or maybe the one on friday, or maybe reading my book so i can finish my lab due on saturday, or the labs due next week, or maybe my project due @ the beginning of next month. oh.. shit.. i guess i should start on something.